Tell us now!

[SNiFFeR]

Trust. I know it's hard not to be so confident because it seems "cocky" or whatever the fuck. But dude, the girl is dating you for a reason, because she likes you and only you. If she liked anyone else she'd be with them and not you. If she cheats on you, oh well fuck her. But 99.9% relationships end because one of the individuals is insecure about themselfs which brings problems that are completely unnecessary.

[hismajesty]

Well I am just in a GREAT mood. Last night Lauren and I talked from 7PM-almost 4AM, save a 30 minute period from 9-9:30 when she went to get subs. The majority of this (all but like 2 or 3 hours) was on the phone too. Anyway, for the earlier part of the conversation it was mostly about our problems...she wanted me to tell her how I didn't like her being with Chris, and she wanted me to tell her other things I didn't like. She didn't like that I bite my tounge for fear of offending her. So then at like 1:30 we run out of things to have a negative conversation about, and she suggets naming things we DO like instead of things we DON'T. This game is way more fun.

She likes like...everything about me.

To just name a few:
She LIKES how I was jealous about Chris, because it showed I care.
She LIKES how I was always afraid of offending her, even though it frustrates her.
And she likes that when we walk by homeless people or other scary looking people I pull her close to me.
And she likes that when we were on the water sitting on the bench that, when I put my arm around her that I rubbed her shoulder. And that she approves, and that I can do it anytime.
And she likes how I was nervous about putting my arm around her.


I mean, we both had extensive lists. It's kind of corny sitting there talking about what you like about the other person, but that really worked out our problems. I know she likes the stuff that I question myself about, and it really helped my confidence. We're going to try and go to the movies today.


The OTHER reason I'm in a GREAT mood:

My lacrosse coach sent out an email about two tournaments he wants to do: June 3/4 and June 16/17. They're both out of town tournaments (one in Richmond, VA and one in Annapolis, MD)

This is what coach put in the email:
"The league may elect to put together an "All-Star" type of team from across all of the public HS's to go to this. I'd prefer to go as a team, vice splitting us up.  But, if we don't have commitment from a majority of the "Varsity" level players, then we may have to look at sending some of our players on to join a "select" team.  I'd have to trim the roster down a bit. Those listed at the bottom of this email would be my first choices.....  This email is not sent to the whole team, so please do not make an issue of this at practice.  No sense in hurting anyone's feelings."

Needless to say, I was on the travel team. Remember I play for another school, and no other person from MY school was on the list...and only 19 from the team were put on it. I'm guessing coach has been noticing me running hard at practice and really trying to improve/has noticed me improving.

[disco]

I thought all that emphasis on the word "GREAT" was sarcasm at first.  Good to see you've worked out those relationship problems.

[CrAz3D]

I thought all that emphasis on the word "GREAT" was sarcasm at first.  Good to see you've worked out those relationship problems.

heh,same.

But trust, dont be jealous.  It isnt fun for her or you.  Also, you're hanging out with the chick & her hanging out with Chris is basically the same thing,a s I see it... <3

[hismajesty]

I thought all that emphasis on the word "GREAT" was sarcasm at first.  Good to see you've worked out those relationship problems.

heh,same.

But trust, dont be jealous.  It isnt fun for her or you.  Also, you're hanging out with the chick & her hanging out with Chris is basically the same thing,a s I see it... <3

No I already told you the person she brought up is just someone I used to like...I don't EVER talk to her or hang out with her. And, read above, Lauren listed me being concerned about her possibly liking another guy as something she liked because it showed I cared enough to be concerned.

[Explicit]

I thought all that emphasis on the word "GREAT" was sarcasm at first. Good to see you've worked out those relationship problems.

heh,same.

But trust, dont be jealous. It isnt fun for her or you. Also, you're hanging out with the chick & her hanging out with Chris is basically the same thing,a s I see it... <3

No I already told you the person she brought up is just someone I used to like...I don't EVER talk to her or hang out with her. And, read above, Lauren listed me being concerned about her possibly liking another guy as something she liked because it showed I cared enough to be concerned.

Word of advice: don't let that get taken too far.  If given the chance, it may lead to overprotectiveness which is the point where all hell can break loose.  It may not seem like it'll happen now, but it does happen quite often.

[CrAz3D]

I thought all that emphasis on the word "GREAT" was sarcasm at first. Good to see you've worked out those relationship problems.

heh,same.

But trust, dont be jealous. It isnt fun for her or you. Also, you're hanging out with the chick & her hanging out with Chris is basically the same thing,a s I see it... <3

No I already told you the person she brought up is just someone I used to like...I don't EVER talk to her or hang out with her. And, read above, Lauren listed me being concerned about her possibly liking another guy as something she liked because it showed I cared enough to be concerned.

Word of advice: don't let that get taken too far.  If given the chance, it may lead to overprotectiveness which is the point where all hell can break loose.  It may not seem like it'll happen now, but it does happen quite often.

what he just sAId times infinity squaed

[Rule]

She probably wanted to make you jealous, and you played into it beautifully.   

[shout]

Back from NoBrand Con! For those of you who don't know, it is an Anime convention in Eau Clair, Wisconsin. I went as Shinji Ikari. I missed the best cosplay, but I did win the DDR heavy tourney. On the second night, a group called the 'NoBrand Cult' started parading around the hotel/convention center screaming. I joined in this. The cops showed up and gave everyone a disturbing the peace ticket. (I left before this). Apperently they caused $5,000 in damages to the hotel/convention center.

The hotel room: The 6 people that came with me all decided that the hotel room was the best place to dye hair. This resulted in a note that read 'Sorry about mess! Stains will come out with peroxide!'.

Left around 2 and just got back at 6. All around a fun time.

[CrAz3D]

She probably wanted to make you jealous, and you played into it beautifully.   

Jealousy is f'd up, it isnt a tool, it just hurts

[warz]

Man, VA raises some pussy dudes. haha.

[hismajesty]

Alright, so I got over it all. Arm around her in the movie, left hand on her shoulder. Right hand on her right arm/waist (later on)

uhhh after the movie I put my arm around her and she went to put hers around me but I grabbed it and we held hands to my car, andt hen we held hands on the way home. Oh and it was really nice because I had "Wild Horses" by The Rolling Stones on repeat, which is a slow/very nice song. It was just really nice.

No big in the future I guess.

[disco]

Man, VA raises some pussy dudes. haha.

WHAT BITCH!?

...I'm sorry, please don't hurt me!

[Trance]

Got a new phone yesterday and switched carriers to T-Mobile. I got the MDA, so far I like it a lot. Only thing that's bugging me right now is I can't seem to change notification tones, only the ringtone for the phone.

[CrAz3D]

MDA?...

My LG vx6000 can't change tones on my text message/vibrate settings