Suicide Note

[hismajesty]

[Riddle]

Last week, investigators at the scene of a man's suicide found two notes, the first one read:

You wanna know why I killed myself?  I'll tell you why.  Because to my wife, my friends, my family, to everybody, I was...

The other read:

78455982882378663389502230055952899769262560628644276547285348350643756908584979
63873367776755834347445687035399489429222740247996465265

To his wife, friends, maily, and eveyrbody, he was what?

[Mitosis]

their bitch.

[hismajesty]

no.

[Mitosis]

Could those numbers represent the letter in the alphabet? Like the 7th letter, for example.

[hismajesty]

I suppose they could...

[Blaze]

I don't think so or the message would be limited to the first nine letters.

There are no 1's in the second note, there was only 8 0s. The number that was most repeated in the second note was 5 and it was 18 times.

Here are the numbers and how many times they were repeated in the second note.

1 - 0
2 - 17
3 - 14
4 - 17
5 - 18
6 - 17
7 - 16
8 - 16
9 - 16
0 - 8

[hismajesty]

Oh yea, if you figure it out, be sure to make the text black as to not ruin the fun.

[quasi-modo]

well dont try to convirt it to hex, that isnt the answer. I do not really see how that canbe character codes in ascii either.

[hismajesty]

Since you guys are looking at it like I originally did, I'll post the answer. It was said earlier, well it was determined - at least.

...Because to my wife, my friends, my family, to everybody, I was no one.

[dxoigmn]

Haha, I get it.  Good one

[Blaze]

I had the solution and I didn't get it. -.- damn dirty apes.

[quasi-modo]

Haha, tricky jerk. I was looking at it from a mathmatical standpoint.

[Blaze]

If you find any other good riddles like this post them quick Trust.